In groups usually we suck at coming up with decisions whenever we are like bored n need some excitement. We tend to waste so much f time in these situations. Usually some people tend to get lazy and also hinder other peoples decisions.
Gaah, am feeling so sick right now, head spinning, feel like doing something exhilarating, adventurous, but the more i think the more my head starts spinning. Got a cold. Gaah.
Don't we all get that feeling when we want something or someone but someone beats us to it. Some may cal it jealousy.
My lips get so badly chapped in this season i cant f***in control it. I look so pathetic at this time. Grr.
After my accident at times it becomes hard to remember certain things. The worst was when i could not remember right after my accident how much money i owed my old room mate named 'sashi'. Gaah. Thankfully what i sorta remember was exactly wat i had saved in my accounts on my laptop. I'm in my third year. I cant remember what i studied in my internals. Seriously. Its like if i go through the notes i feel yes I've done tis b4, even if i had gone through it just yesterday. I had a blood clot when i had the accident. Ok when i heard abt this i too was petrified. I was supposed to recheck or rescan my head, but i guess procrastination got to me.
it happened again. we currently are three ppl staying at this place (would not want to call it crappy), the problem was we had to look for a new room mate to stay along with us cause one of the present three (angad) was to leave at the end of this month. Gaah we kept postponing the lookout for a new room mate. We were also thinking of staying only the two of us (me an Samsundar), will be able to personalize and clear or clean the place up. Once angad's gone the cats and his stuff will go too. so more space, not that im accusing him of stealing my space or shit, but the thing is he cant take care of his surroundings. Sadly ive noticed he hardly indulges in clearing the room up or even cleaning it. Says he's been to a boarding school, but shows no values hes learnt there at all. but whatever. Hes fun. don't want to put him down or anything.
Another problem is that i was supposed to
freeze my gym (endurance) account since like long before my exams started. Gaah, wasnt able to do it. Am wasting time and money. sheesh...
I will be goin back home tomorrow, at 3 is the flight. At this point i never want to come back to pune again(weirdly). Ive experienced the improbable, had many adventures, made new friends etc, but what the hell, who thinks were all gonna be together for more than after we finish our graduation?
One thing i learnt is if you procrastinate what you have to do now, your surely gonna repent it. Again id like to refer to what happened to me again because ef my laziness. I have to fly out tomorrow back to Dubai. The bad news is that i haven't confirmed my ticket, if that's at all important. But what the hell.
I also had to talk to my landlord regarding how me and samsundar(senior) only wanted to stay, no third person. grr. That too got too late i guess. haven't spoken to him yet.
I keep setting reminders, but i guess they don't help persons like me. Gaah. Have to come up with a new resolution i guess for the next year, or maybe now itself...
n take screenshots of stuff,stunts, etc.
