Cooking.? agh what do i say?

Weirdly i love to cook. Id try to make up some random dish and try to make it as pleasing as possible to all munchers.
Just today we went to a friends place named Rupin, he kinda was diffident and unsure of whether his mother would shout at him if the dish we were preparing would turn out pathetic. It turned out amazing. I made a salad, and with a little help from rupin too. His mom asked me for the recipe, which was really easy. This id say is what happens when you are like unsure if you are going to accomplish what you started, but in the end you turn out to do something much better.

The same happened when earlier when another friend trusted me not at all. kept cursing me and taunting me that id kill him of food poisoning. I have no means to cook at my place, or i wouldve been exploring the vastness of this field "COOKING". whatever....
What happened here was that there was this one fella (driv)who actually trusted me temporarily (he too unsure about my skill) , and thought what the hell; lets give it a try. both of us enjoyed the yummy meal i prepared. I prepared everything from appetizers and salads to the main course, only thing missing was the dessert. it was fun cooking that day...
Later on that night when the people who demeaned me came in, they realized what they missed. I invited them to join me earlier but they had refused. I had fun. Also i must point out cooking at that time a fulminant mood i got into. An impulse kinda idea that came upon me all of a sudden. gaah... i so wanna go back home...

procrastination is bad, leads to trouble... grr

In groups usually we suck at coming up with decisions whenever we are like bored n need some excitement. We tend to waste so much f time in these situations. Usually some people tend to get lazy and also hinder other peoples decisions.
Gaah, am feeling so sick right now, head spinning, feel like doing something exhilarating, adventurous, but the more i think the more my head starts spinning. Got a cold. Gaah.
Don't we all get that feeling when we want something or someone but someone beats us to it. Some may cal it jealousy.
My lips get so badly chapped in this season i cant f***in control it. I look so pathetic at this time. Grr.
After my accident at times it becomes hard to remember certain things. The worst was when i could not remember right after my accident how much money i owed my old room mate named 'sashi'. Gaah. Thankfully what i sorta remember was exactly wat i had saved in my accounts on my laptop. I'm in my third year. I cant remember what i studied in my internals. Seriously. Its like if i go through the notes i feel yes I've done tis b4, even if i had gone through it just yesterday. I had a blood clot when i had the accident. Ok when i heard abt this i too was petrified. I was supposed to recheck or rescan my head, but i guess procrastination got to me.

it happened again. we currently are three ppl staying at this place (would not want to call it crappy), the problem was we had to look for a new room mate to stay along with us cause one of the present three (angad) was to leave at the end of this month. Gaah we kept postponing the lookout for a new room mate. We were also thinking of staying only the two of us (me an Samsundar), will be able to personalize and clear or clean the place up. Once angad's gone the cats and his stuff will go too. so more space, not that im accusing him of stealing my space or shit, but the thing is he cant take care of his surroundings. Sadly ive noticed he hardly indulges in clearing the room up or even cleaning it. Says he's been to a boarding school, but shows no values hes learnt there at all. but whatever. Hes fun. don't want to put him down or anything.
Another problem is that i was supposed to freeze my gym (endurance) account since like long before my exams started. Gaah, wasnt able to do it. Am wasting time and money. sheesh...
I will be goin back home tomorrow, at 3 is the flight. At this point i never want to come back to pune again(weirdly). Ive experienced the improbable, had many adventures, made new friends etc, but what the hell, who thinks were all gonna be together for more than after we finish our graduation?

One thing i learnt is if you procrastinate what you have to do now, your surely gonna repent it. Again id like to refer to what happened to me again because ef my laziness. I have to fly out tomorrow back to Dubai. The bad news is that i haven't confirmed my ticket, if that's at all important. But what the hell.
I also had to talk to my landlord regarding how me and samsundar(senior) only wanted to stay, no third person. grr. That too got too late i guess. haven't spoken to him yet.

I keep setting reminders, but i guess they don't help persons like me. Gaah. Have to come up with a new resolution i guess for the next year, or maybe now itself...

right now..

Ok this is my first time blogging..(Whatever..)

Here I go..

There are times when we all suddenly get disconnected from what we currently are doing and go into this different dimension. To others yes it may seem like oneirism or reverie or daydreaming, but like me im sure many people at times think of randomness. Numerous thoughts flood your head and you begin to mull over certain thoughts for some time.

Well something like this is happening to me at the moment, though Im not riveting on that much. Or atleast it was happening. Gaah.

There are times when we all feel, ok wait, its not important to satisfy or make happy ourselves, but it is important to gratify others. This feeling is what gets us trapped. We keep getting confused. We don’t know how to please people we like the most. And when we try, we try to make it perfect, whatever it may be. And then people like you. Those short moments of happiness is what we all want.

This I guess is all I could come up with right now.. Will post more later..