Saturday, October 4, 2008

when will this end?

(this conversation took place between me and a friend "rupin", and i felt like copying it here)

ill tell you something, this always happens to me.. whenever something does not feel right, i can sense its going to happen. . i know it sounds crappy but i tell you this is how i feel, and this is not part of any depression or any sort of that bull shit. SOMETHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN, AND ITS STRONGER THAN EVER, AND ITS GOING TO HAPPEN TO SOMEONE OR SOMETHING VERY CLOSE TO ME. im weary, scared, and conscious.


i believe there's a lot of secrecy among us
things that are happening and things people are keeping from us, they're testing us ill tell you...
i wish i could smoke up, id write more..
today was the worst day of my life, and theres more to come,
i notice things.
and tend to open my mouth, but now my mouth opens only to selected people.

i know you will have lots to say when you wake up but what the fuck, im typing whats in my head..


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